Can't. Sleep.

Yes it's 12:47 am and I can't sleep. :( I don't know why. Okay, maybe I do. I have so many things running through my head right now. #1 - My brother. I miss him dearly! These past four months have gone by soooooooo slow and I haven't even been counting. He's doing awesome though, and has his health and wits about him. That I am grateful for. He is loving being able to serve the Lord still and has grown to love Australia and the people there. He enjoys being a missionary and all of the privileges and blessings that come with it. #2 - I'm not gonna lie I have really missed Elder Pike this week. I thought I was all moved on and then a song came on that reminds me of him and wham! I was back to thinking about him. It makes it easier when he's not here, and when there is another guy that I am starting to like here at home. But I know that no matter what, Elder Pike will always be at the back of my mind and he will always have a place in my heart. #3 - I have slipped backwards from my spiritual progress again. #4 - I have been bad and haven't posted much on here lately... I still have to tell you all about my trip to Arkansas and what else has been happening in my life. So there you have it. More to come later on today. Maybe putting this down will help my brain stop.