stRess!

Well... it's true. I'm super stressed. About tons of stuff.

1) I feel like I'm getting kicked out of my bathroom all the time. Don't get me wrong I love my brother but all of his stuff explodes all over, it's everywhere. The only things that belong to me in the bathroom is my shampoo and razor in the shower and my toothbrush and toothpaste. Everything else has been moved to the hall closet. Ugh. I had to shower in my parents shower today because he was supposed to be coming home from work the same time that I was gonna shower. I was out 10 minutes later and he still wasn't home.

2) Work. I can't take Sam's Club anymore. I know I've said this before but it's true this time, I'm done playing their games. I can't take it anymore. College Dental Clinic, I hope your serious about me going in for a working interview and offering me Emily's assistant postition because I'm going to call you and ask. Because I need out of Sam's and pronto!

3) School. I don't even know why I'm stressed about this because it hasn't even started yet but I am. :(

4) My sister.

5) I miss Cody... and I have a lot this week! haha but I'm so grateful for his sister Holly and his parents for still being there for me. When I need to talk about something that maybe my parents wouldn't understand or something that I would tell Cody I usually tell Holly and Julie and Shawn. Well sometimes Julie and Shawn but you know what I mean. I'm grateful for my other friends too.

I'm grateful for the church and what a blessing it's been in my life. I've been trying to sort somethings out and the gospel has been helping me. I'm grateful for the power of the atonement, the power of prayer, scripture study, family, priesthood, and many other things.

I want to pick my eyeballs outta my head still though. Ugh. :0(

TAH DA!

Is that even how you spell "tah da"? Or is it... "ta dah!" Oh well... ha ha who cares?

Well, here I am. I've seen so many people have blogs, and I like keeping journals and stuff so I figured, why not? I have lots of friends and family who are always on the internet. This is another way to keep in touch and let people know what's goin' on in my life. (Plus I saw my sister's blog... freaking cute! I wanted to be in on the fun!)

You may be wondering why my blog name is "My Fearless Life." I've had some situations happen recently that made me want to change my life and make my life better. For one, I just got out of a bad relationship with someone who I thought was different. People around me kept saying, "Get out of it! It's bad!" or... "Don't get involved... you deserve better." and many other things. And I was somewhat stupid and didn't. I was scared. Scared to leave this kid and wonder what would happen. I wanted to try to be his friend, and I was scared that if i ended it, he wouldn't want to be my friend. That ended up being the case.

While listening to Taylor Swift's new cd, "Fearless", I was listening to the song entitled, "Fearless" and I decided that I wanted my life to be fearless. I decided that being fearless was having fears, but then dealing with them. I wanted to make mistakes, and end up learning from them.. I wanted to be able to take chances, fix things with my family and my friends. I wanted to be able to have fun and not be depressed like I always was when I was with this kid. I wanted to be able to fight for what I knew was right and fight for what I wanted. Tell people what I thought, being able to believe in people and stop believing others. So I changed. I am fearless. My life is fearless... and I hope that this blog portrays that. If not... I have screwed up. But hey, thats the chance I am taking and I'm not worried about it because... I AM FEARLESS!