I've been thinking lately a lot about all the memories that I have with Cody before he left. I know you're probably sick about hearing about him... that's why this post is more for me then anyone else. Haha... anyways, my thinking hasn't been bad thinking. It's just been things that reminds me of him. Most of these memories are good, there is one that is bad, and that is my fault that it's kind of a bad one. I'll explain when we get there.
First off:
This is one of the many Comedy Sportz teams that is here in town. If you haven't been to Comedy Sportz, you should go! It's so much fun! I had never been until Cody took me. It was on our first date we went on in September of 2009 ... the 2nd time around. We went to Los Hermanos for dinner, and then we went and watched this. We had a lot of good long talks about different things. I'm not going to lie, I was super scared to go on this date. I had been mad with him for breaking up with me the frist time the February before this because I really really liked him. So I was scared that I was only throwing myself out there to be hurt again. But after our talk that we had, I felt better about being on the date with him. I felt better about a lot of stuff after that date.
Sledding. You're probably wondering what this is all about. Well, this is what we did when we very first hung out in November of 2008. It was after I had broken up with AJ, and I had told my friends, Kenzie and Emily that worked with us at Sam's Club at the time, that I liked Cody. Well... that was the beginning. They planned this whole sledding trip with Cody and our friend Chris Crane. I was so nervous when I found out he was coming! I didn't know what to say to him or what to talk about. Later on, I found out that he was super nervous too and didn't know what to say to me. Sledding always reminds me of him now. Especially when we go to Rock Canyon Park by Provo Temple.
Red Robin and "When In Rome"... this was our very LAST date before he left. We went to dinner at Red Robin. I will forever remember our conversations we had while eating. They were so hilarious and so random! Then afterwards, we went to the movies and he surprised me with tickets to this movie. I had no idea that he had bought them! He knew that I was wanting to see this movie and so he secretly bought the tickets without me knowing. He ended up liking the movie too! I still have the ticket stubs... This was also the same night that he told me that he loved me.
This is where we went to dinner on our very FIRST date. We bought a pizza and shared it... I had two pieces and was full. He ate the whole rest of the pizza by himself, after he made sure I wasn't going to eat anymore of course. :D
This is the movie we went and saw together BEFORE we started dating the 2nd time around. He had seen it before, and had been begging me to go see it with him. I didn't think that it looked good at all. I thought it looked stupid. But I went anyways. Little did I know that I would love this movie. This night was also one of the hardest nights for me ever. It was so hard for me to sit there and not grab his hand to hold it. Later on I found out that he was having that same problem.
Oh Lagoon. This is the bad memory. In the summer of 2009, Cody asked me to go to Lagoon with him on our day off at Sam's. I wanted to go sooo bad! And I wanted to go with him soo bad. But... I was scared again, and still mad at him. So I said no. I feel so super bad about this. I totally owe him a few Lagoon trips when he comes home.
This is the movie we went and saw after dinner on our FIRST date. Love this movie!
Oh Lagoon. This is the bad memory. In the summer of 2009, Cody asked me to go to Lagoon with him on our day off at Sam's. I wanted to go sooo bad! And I wanted to go with him soo bad. But... I was scared again, and still mad at him. So I said no. I feel so super bad about this. I totally owe him a few Lagoon trips when he comes home.
All the bad memories I have are the fights that we had. And they all started because of me. I was mad at him... while liking him at the same time the whole time we weren't together. Every time he texted me, I always had to find something to pick at him for, even if there wasn't anything... and it always started a fight. I though that if I did that then maybe it would help me get over him, because I honestly didn't think that I had a chance to get back together with him. I didn't know he liked me. I thought he was always just wanting to hang out as friends. When he asked me on the date to Comedy Sportz, I honestly just said yes so that I could tell him what I was feeling and hopefully get him off my back. The talk I was talking about on that date opened my eyes, and I'm so glad that we had that talk because it made me realize what he was feeling and thinking and vice versa. I'm glad that he was a persistent bugger. If he wasn't, who knows who I'd be with now a days and what situations I would find myself in.
This is the movie we went and saw after dinner on our FIRST date. Love this movie!
Ok so this movie is not a memory of him. But the idea is. I loved going and watching his church ball games! The first time I went was the night that I met his whole family, and I met his Dad at the church ball game. I was super nervous meeting his Dad. But I loved going and helping run the score board and having talks with his Dad and watching Cody in his element. He loves basketball, and it was sooo much fun watching him. I look forward to many more church ball games. I'm not going to lie.
Basketball in general reminds me of him. Wonder why? :P
Basketball in general reminds me of him. Wonder why? :P
Hahahahaha! This is the movie we were watching when we had our very first kiss. Random movie to kiss to, I know. You'd think it would have been like Ever After or something like that. :D But nope.... Hahaha!
Chris asked me at work what my ring size was. I couldn't figure out for the life of me why he was asking me. I figured it was a weird boy thing that I would never understand. So... without any questions, I told him and didn't think of it again.
Until this.
This is the ring he gave me before he left. It was a surprise. And boy was I surprised when he gave it to me. I can only imagine what my face looked like because I was so not expecting anything like this. He looked like he was going to pass out when he gave it to me, he was nervous. And then the look of relief on his face when I told him I would wear it... makes me smile when I replay it in my head. He was so worried that I wasn't going to wear it... what a worry wart! I wear it everyday.
And I love it.
These are just a few memories that I have of Cody... but they are the most important that are always in my mind. See... I told you that this was more for me then for anyone else. Thanks for bearing with me.
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